Puma

[Aya]

16.10.2005 - 06.03.2006

Min vakre, lille baby- jeg håper inderlig du har det bedre nå.

Jeg er så glad i deg, jeg kommer aldri, aldri til å glemme deg skatten min.. Jeg fikk være sammen med deg helt til du pustet ut for siste gang, og du fikk en fred over deg som du aldri har hatt i livet. Alle plager er borte nå.. Jeg elsker deg lille venn, og håper du kan tilgi meg for at jeg tok denne avgjørelsen for deg.

Dette diktet som jeg fant på Marits side (www.psycholynx.tk -beklager at jeg låner det uten å spørre), hjalp meg til å ta denne avgjørelsen, og hjelper meg til visshet om at dette var det riktige å gjøre..

Hvil i fred, kjære lille gutten min.

If it should be that i go frail and week

and pain should keep me from my sleep

Then you must do what must be done

For this last battle can't be won.

You will be sad - I understand

don't let your grief then stay your hand

For this day more than the rest

your love and frendship stand the test.

We've had so many happy years

what is to come - can have no fears.

You'd not want me to suffer so,

when the time comes, please let me go.

Take me where my needs they'll tend

only stay with me until the end.

And hold me firm and speak to me

until my eye no longer see.

I know in time you too will see

it is kindness you do to me.

Although my tail it's last has waved

from pain and suffering i've been saved.

Don't grieve that it should be you

who has to decide this thing to do,

We've been so close, we two those years

don't let your heart hold any tears